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hai .. Being scolded again . This time , i think i did a really big mistakes . Well , the situation is like this . Because suddenly there is too much customers doing ordering , i feel like i can't handle it because the customers are so ? how to say > Very slow thinking and dun know what they want to order . But my boss is kind of hurry because she has to do all the cooking .And when she is busy , she starts to get raging and start scolding ppl ( I think she is more panic than me , cause she is trying to focus serving the customers first and cook good food because she is earning money for her family and herself to study which she told me about it .) Yeah , so she scolds me , it's my own good . Just think god is giving me a training to be more stronger . Then , the worst thing came . Because my boss is kind of confuse as too much orders from the moment , she asks me to check that do the customers miss any orders ? And i keep saying i will but actually i did not . Then suddenly one customers said he wants to have refund because his food haven't arrived yet. Then i told my boss can i give refund back , then she asks the customer , then she said sorry and gives the customer back the money . Then she starts to rage and keep scolding me very fiercely about it . I almost cry but i tell myself that i 'm wrong and remember all my friends give me those advise when i 'm in that situation . So i keep telling myself , i'm wrong and humming so songs to recover my sadness that my boss give me . Later , i realize that i did not do well on my job because i did not ask the customers on the top floor do they miss any orders ? And my boss reminded me again the customers still got dumplings haven't serve which shows that i did not do well on my jobs . I think i was keep dreaming and never put anything on my mind that my boss teaches me. Then after that ,everything turn into normal again and keep doing the job that everyone can do which is the easiet job - clean. I think God is putting a test on me to see whether i remember everything that my boss taught me , especially this week .Why i am that stupid and unrealible ? My boss keep asking me am i gonna be finished in two weeks ? I said yes . When i heard that she was asking this question , I feel like i did not progress at all and keep giving her trouble like she will not see me again after that eventhough i want to finish it before i start school. When i think about it , i will feel a bit sad but it also have a good side , that is she will not get angry at me anymore and i will not give her trouble anymore . I just hope that my boss can have nice days and will not get angry easily because it is not good for her at her age . So , before this two weeks come , i try not to let her to be so angry since what happening today and try not to give her trouble loh and i really want to have progress , not getting worse . And hope that her shops can sell quickly , so that she can go back to her main shop with her husband and work happily ever after better than let me make her suffocating and no peaceful day .

hai .. tomorrow is valentine's day and i might have to serve sushi to ask people to try and some advertisement on our shop .. Dun feel like to do it but it's a job . hai .. wish that there is no love atmosphere in the air cause dun feel like celebrating ... Target : Try my best not to give My boss any trouble by helping and do better than today .